Whaow i'm sick of these (quoting Morrison again!) thoughts and memories that show up at night and seem pointless every morning. Every day is one more day of showing the world that everything is alright. The point of being social is to keep your image straight so you can think as yourself as being alright. It's like being the victim and the actor of your own problem (thanks Abd Al Malik for this helpful saying).

The image you give to people ends up being the image you have of yourself, but when the problem comes is when you realize you had been wrong... But apart from being wrong.

We are social. Paul Watzlawick said that lies are needed so that manhood can stay social and true to itself. Man is a social animal. He is the only being on earth that knows how to lie and how to control it. You smile, you laugh, you actually really and truly enjoy, but all you are doing is forgetting for a moment what really is pushing you down. Man lies even to himself. But the more you look for light and you look for help to know what's wrong with you and try to fix it, the more it is causing you trouble. Trouble inside. In your mind. Its like a big terrible mess. When you think about it once and for all, you're like "bah, its easy, just do that and that". Then it comes right back at you and you keep thinking in circles. The human mind is really hard to describe. Schizophrenic people arent sick mentally, they have just found another solution to cope with mind and thoughts that are paradoxal. Communication's hard, it makes people crazy. Why the hell is this just what I'm studying? Rhaaa...haha!

And tommorow I'll wake up with a smile, thinking about the cereals I'm gunna enjoy. But shit, there's no cereals anymore... Alright, here's another problem to deal with. Lets think about the important stuff later. Time just flies.

Peace out.